Tuesday, August 12, 2008

i had a come apart today....

as you all know jen left me, here in tx all alone with no one to talk to at barrel races!!
BUT...thats not the end of my torture....i have two other friends that rank right up there with her well close everyone knows she is no. 1.

Here is the problem(s)

1. Jen moves to sd, like what couple months ago...im ok with that because i still talk to her most days(i will have a total episode if i don't) and we text, blog and email...im ok...and she is all happy and stuff.

i also dont deal with stuff i just ignore it. i have a tendency to do nothing, when i know i should, but i just sit and think about it....kinda like denial

2) Ash is leaving tomorrow to move to ca. we ran at our last rodeo together for who knows how long on friday....but it wasn't like always. Ash is madly in love with justin and they are a perfect match.

3) rob is getting married sat and will be leaving me also to move to germany because her soon to be eli is in the army. she leaves the 22nd. rob lives like 6 miles down the road.

all of these girls run barrels and are my best friends and in a matter of 8 wks they are all going to be gone not here for me to just randomly show up at their house and talk them into something to do....i know we are all still going to be as close, especially jen and rob....but its not the same. why all at the same time. here is what i fear...you always hear while you're growing up, one day you'll get married and move away and you wont have the same friends.

so am i pasted that or did i just get there?

3 comments:

Ve!! said...

The saying is that "you'll grow up, get married and MAKE NEW friends . . ."

It says nothing about losing those people who are no longer just friends, they are your family.

Will things be different? Yes ma'am they will . . . but you will make new barrel racing buddies with whom to take shots and watch horsie porn with. Someone else will sit sideways in the alley way and watch your runs. And these new folks won't replace Jenn, or Ash or Rob . . . they'll just be pleasant diversions.

Look at the bright side of this thing . . . you can visit Cali or SD for only the cost of transportation any time you want! Those are arguably two of the most gorgeous locales ever made!

AND Germany! My sister lives in Germany, and that too is a really nice trip. Little more spendy to get there, but the shopping is tax free once you do and the gummy bears and beer are TO DIE FOR!!

Jillian said...

thank you, v!!!

~The South Dakota Cowgirl~ said...

I love you! and I miss you LOTS!